What do I do wrong?
Well for 1 I am an emotional eater...... yes with the hubby preparing for deployment, work, kids, health issues and me preparing for retirement. I am a little more stressed than I let on to most. I try to just smile and tell everyone everyday "like is FABulous"..... must some days I cave.... I over eat.... I give less than my best with my running.
But also I have so much going on medically and can't seem to find the root of the problem...... on meds for this and meds for that....... vitamins for that and minerals for this...... trying really hard to find the balance.
Plus I never seem to feel like I get enough sleep. 5, 8, 15..... never enough.
Well I am tired and I am willing to give my all to anything.... so Paleo it will be. Found a place that delivers your 3 meal and 2 snacks fresh each day..... kinda pricey but worth my health and a way to try it without any experience.
I just want to like what I see, regardless of what the scale says...... I want pull up my pants without feeling like I am suffocating.
Today is the first day.......
Weight: 171.2 (first thing in the morning)
Height: 5'8" (unless I am shrinking)
Bust: 39 (self measured)
Waist: 32.5 (self measured)
Hips: 42 (self measured)
These #'s make me so sad considering I am running more than I ever have in my life.... so feeling like the diet is out of control and I need something drastic....
For someone who knows what they are doing to bring me food for 5 days, and I only have to worry about the weekend....well I will do it!!! Plus the money out of my pocket will force me to work that much harder!
This picture was taken a month ago and I HATE the way I looked in it!!!!!
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