My heart is full

Being away from my WV is so hard, I truly miss them more and more the older I get. Throw in the fact my dad has health issues and it is so straining sometimes.

I have met many people in the Navy that have become more than friends to me.

Cynthia, Norma, Andrea, Frederic and Luis......you are more than friends. You are family, you are our hearts. I have never met a family who does anything they can for anyone at anytime.....and you never ask for anything. If I had a million dollars I would make all your dreams come true. My kids love you so much. When you guys are around I can just feel joy! You guys make my heart sing!!!!

Faeth, or Ciena as others call you!!! Your an amazing friend! You are always there to inspire me and push me to do more!!! You make me laugh!!!! Love you girl!!!

Why can't we all just get along?????

I am so sick of world today, why is there so much hate?

I hate my...............

I hate my...........

Well don't we all look in the mirror and think that.......

Me I hate my nose, I really feel like it grows overnight. I swear there is no miracle grow on it......or maybe when I watered my plants some rubbed off..........oh good LAWD it looks enormous! I try makeup (oh and I suck at applying it!!!!) but nothing seems to make me like my nose, should I save money for surgery????

I also hate the lines on my forehead. They make me feel so old, I have the personality of a 21 year old(can't drink that way anymore), I love to laugh and I always notice them right away in photo. Wonder if that is because I am looking for them????? I want to have something done, but I hate spending money for that and then if I do spend the money.............well it may not even work!!!! I don't want to get my hopes up and then nothing........hmmmmmm

Then I started thinking about why women hate themselves. Oh yeah, every celebrity is having things done, so even 70 year olds look younger than me.

Why should I even care? I mean really, I am married (for the the most part happily), I have two amazing wonderful kids, I have no horrible disease. I have medical issues yes but they aren't life threatening. 

I just want to be happy with myself. I started lifting weights again this week, tired of the couch potato mentality!!!! 

Need to remember this daily!!!!!!

"Always accept and feel comfortable with your flaws, that way no one can ever use them against you." –  Unknown